o how wrong we all were...

so you know i pretty much expected all of my room mates to be not normal to some extent. but actually i've been really blessed with two awesome room mates.
what is that?
i only said two?
what happened to the third?

ha ha ha..
funny you ask.

so upon coming to the dorm and just within the first 10 minutes we knew how "unique" she was.
so i'm thinking okay so she's a senior and yea that's a little wierd that she hasn't left the dorms, or found a friend to move into a house with or something. and i'm thinking you know what? maybe she's just one of those antisocial girls, that's still nice, but you know anti-social. the pam nichols if you will.
so it got to where you know emily, melissa and me just accepted that you know, tawnie(that's her name), is just wierd.
we left her be.
she'd sit in her room all day.. watching youtube videos
we got to parties and dances and i quote "i dont go to dances" (ha. i could've guessed that)

so we just kind of thought that was the extent of it.

we he helll.
how wrong we were

okay so sunday. i guess it hit the point where tawni finally got comfortable with us because she started acting different

and not in the good way.


okay so melissa and me finally talked about it, cause she's the one that shares the room with her. and we finally got it out in the open. and we figured out that we never see her eat. we only see her put food away. now she's started this habit of whistling. all the time. whistling. just whistling forever and ever and ever and ever!!! even when you're trying to have a conversation.

did i conversation? as in she is physically and mentally incapable of having a conversation.
seriously.
we were with a group of girls and we'd all put in our little bits, you know, how regular conversation goes. it just has flow. one person talks, then theres a break and another person talks.

well i seriously think that something is wrong with tawni. because she will just start talking and even if you're talking she doesn't even acknowledge it, she just keeps on talking. so to not be rude you have to stop talking and listen to her.
i really think that she was not properly socialized as a child/teen/or adult. and i'm not just saying that i really think so.
i think she's only been around her parents her whole life. and when she isn't she doesn't know socially acceptable ways to act.
then she will just randomly sing. doesn't matter if you're trying to have a conversation or are listening to music. she sings.
and she says she's going on a mission. but melissa told me she hasn't even put in her papers. so we're sitting here wondering why she isn't working on them, or preparing herself to go on a mission. it just confuses us.

then melissa, me and tawni went to stadium singing. ahk word. tawni brought this alligator hair clip and kept clipping it on melissa and me and we kind of laugh it off and be like "ha ha.. tawni, don't" but she'd just laugh and keep doing it.
then at stadium singing she was standing on a rock above me and she kept pushing down on my shoulders and i kind of played it off. but told her to stop.


i really just dont understand this girl. she keeps getting crazier and crazier.
she'll come out on the couch when melissa and me are watching tv and be on her computar and just say things she's looking at, or whatever pops up on the screen like she's just talking to herself.
i dont get it!

and melissa told me, since she shares a room with her and all, but she didn't want to tell emily and me for the sake of not freaking us out.
but apparently tawni doesn't when she's changing clothes whether melissa sees anything or not.

like seriously its bad.
i told melissa she can come in our room anytime she wants.

but i'm just really freaked out by this girl.
i dont understand when the crazy will stop or how worse she will get.

ah.




ah.ah.

but it makes for good stories i spose.